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It’s been very windy and our power went out last night. The outage website says they expect to have it back up by tomorrow at noon! It’s supposed to go down to 24 tonight so that’s just GREAT. I hope the website is wrong.
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I’ve been crying all day and I made plans earlier this week for a friend to come over to watch love is blind tonight and I really wish I didn’t do that. Goddamn past me.
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Just found my phone in the sink in a bowl of water. No idea how it got there. Or how long it was in there. This is the level my brain is functioning at!!
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My kooky little old hippie patient gave me this stone, I already forget what he said it’s called. He told me he thought it’s “supposed to be a good stone to have around you.” He was reading me my horoscope earlier today. It seemed like he just smoked too much weed in his hayday, like he would be talking about something and then we’d end up on some totally random topic that left you wondering wait….how did we get here? And then he wouldn’t finish the first thought and he’d just go “so yeah…anyway…*shrug*”. He was funny and I feel like he’d fit in with us hags.
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Hmmm do I want to apply for a per diem position that’s at a brand new tiny community ER less than 5 minutes from my house? On one hand I really don’t wanna work more when I am on a travel contract but on the other hand money, convenience, security of work if I can’t find a travel contact, and maybe I’d even like the hospital?
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I did not sleep well last night, I think, because I drank a glass of wine. I’m just not meant for drinking, yet sometimes I still try. I like the taste but I hate that I can’t sleep afterwards. I’m flying home tonight at 7, land at 9:30 then have a 45 minute drive home and have to get up at 4:30 for work tomorrow morning 🙃
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Nostalgia. Remember jelliez?! This makes me want a pair but let’s not forget the blisters they caused.
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My friend introduced me to Love Is Blind (def a show I would not ordinarily watch) but I’m hooked and now it’s suddenly 1am and I worked 13 hours today and drove 1.5 hours home what have I done!?
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My Airbnb host and I have become somewhat like part time roommates since I’m here every weekend for 3 months. I’ve learned she lost her husband to Covid in 2021, her one child identifies as they/them, she does somatic exercise and body scanning, she’s an HR director for a steel company here, among other fun tidbits. Tonight she got drunk and started crying to me about her late husband, and I just feel so bad for her. I can’t imagine what that feels like. She was telling me how he picked her because he knew she would be okay without him (and she believes that all partners do, when they pick you). She also told me she’s been going to reiki because she just has all of this energy that she feels doesn’t have somewhere to go, which I can imagine is what that immense grief feels like after having it for such a long time. Anyway I tried to say the right things. I am admittedly not great at saying the right things in these kinds of situations, and I said a few things I wish I didn’t. Nothing offensive, but just hearing from others who’ve been through big losses there are some things that are more helpful to say and some things that aren’t very helpful to say. Hopefully she had enough wine that she won’t dwell on my stupid comments.
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Yikes.